From Y to Y

You started walking, turning your back on me

without exchanged words

In my wavered mind, I cried out like a child

Don’t go, don’t go, say…

I started walking, turning my back on

I have to go before my tears drop

Pretending that I dislike myself being too happy,

I was bluffing, and let go of my ideal future

I can’t get back my wish

My small one-room which I feel a little roomy

It seems to widening a crack of my mind

A moment of a minute or a second which I feel a little long

I stay with you even for

Am I in the world that is not allowed even to wish it?

Even one lie I told,

it’s led to your tears

I’ve ever repeated sin so much that I can’t count

One is I touched your hand

One is I tried to live gently next to you

In limited memories and time

like what pick one in a today up, and then let one in a past off

The existence of me who just stayed there

From your memory, it will be erased

Can we never turn back again?

Is this place the beginning or the end?

The night I’m sleeping in a large bed still isn’t over

I will dream in lonely again

The dream that I trace your memory

I’ve ever repeated sin so much that I can’t count

One is I touched your hand

One is I tried to live gently next to you

I’ll atone by pain of lonely,

please you let me stay gently in your memory

I wish we meet up again in former mind

Then let’s be hand in hand

Till it’s that time,

“See you again”